Hello readers.
It's been 4 months since I last updated this site. Guess I just didn't have the feel to blog .. Oh well.
It's May 2011, which means, I'm in Year 2 already! Wow!
Just the other day, I walked pass some classrooms/labs, I peered through the tiny glass "window", and I saw Year 1s practising TPR, Bld pressure and NGT feeding, and it flashed back to me, roughly a year ago, I was doing that, fretting whether I was able to hear the B.P sound or not etc etc ...
Then now Year 2, I've recently learnt how to give injection! >=) I've browsed through the books of the modules we are going to learn this semester, oh my, how I wish I was back in Year 1. Looking back, Year 1 stuffs were actually OKAY. (I mean, who wouldn't look back and said that the previous year's work were easier?)
Okay, put aside about studies.
A couple of days ago, I was feeling so down. What happened to us? Now it seems different than before. That's this obvious mini segregation. The Cs and the Ms. Sigh. I hope it's nothing R____ . Because the R word was neither intended, nor thought. They said they were offended, but do they know that what they said, offended us a little too?
What they said about us doing some stuffs that offended them, I'm 99.9% sure that we didn't do the things they said. It's sad. I thought we were all in this together, but apparently, things change, people change.
I miss PL. My best friends are from there, and I can tell them whatever that's on my mind. PL lites (most of them) are so cultured. What I mean is, they do the appropriate things and the appropriate time. Sadly, I noticed that some people in my poly now, behave opposite of PL lites. (Go decipher what I've just said. Don't ask me, I won't explain to you here.)
In poly, I wish I have at least one true friend whom I can tell EVERYTHING to. When I mean everything, I mean EVERYTHING, without worrying that the things I shared would be leaked or not. I wish (of course I know it's not realistic) that my best friends would be in the same school same class as I'm in now.
Oh well. I know who my true friends are. And I thank God for every single one of them. (5 paragraphs about the present school I'm in now. Wow, I've wayyyyyyyyy more things to say.)
So emo nemo, but these are true.
I'm reassured, that whatever it is, everything's under the control, because we are in God's loving care. :)
Alright, I'll end here. Time to study!
Till then.